Posts from — September 2009

All my systems are “tuning up”: mind/body, social, love & sexuality, understanding of food, health, the earth and nature and it’s flows, the movement of energy, water, sun, sky, soil, plants, animals, birds, how it all works, and the ecosystems we are a part of, the planet, this unbelievably beautiful Earth and it’s non-separation from everything else (and my non-separation), the atmosphere, on out into space, the star we orbit, our Sun (divine)…at at a yet higher level cosmic quantum mind, timelessness of reality – insight after insight – all my knowledge and skills falling into place. I’m not only a new man, but a new kind of man. This is really remarkable.

All the junk that was not in tune, was from hiding-ignorance/love-God playing a game with itself in the universal Mind, is being cleaned out. This process is beginning very quickly, but I have foresight about where it’s going ( the completion of the human race, to join a cosmic community of beings in multiple dimensions/alternate realities, if I’m not mistaken). Sounds pretty far out, but realty is so much more unbelievably vast and beautiful, and full, bursting forth infinitely full, of infinite love, knowledge, and peace, that we can’t even imagine it.

It’s perfectly understandable that people (wonderful humans: every one a shining unique gem) have fear and hide from reality. But there really is nothing to fear. Quire the opposite. “God”, if you want to use that word (I like the native American way of putting form to understanding better: spirit (in Nature) and Big Spirit) wants to give you everything, or actually is already, if you can only know it. You already have it.

However, right now I feel very “dry” overall. I’m sure that will work itself out. It’s not bad, it just is. (“It is what is is” as the fellows in a pub in Wales said). Maybe I’m just a “dry” kind of human, I don’t know. Perhaps it’s because I spent so many decades being an intellectual (studying & researching philosophy, psychology, spirituality), and then as a technical professional.

I have a feeling the yoga, and the women I meet, will help with this unwinding and flowing process (releasing what’s inside). Diet makes a difference too. Massage will help. None of this has to be forced or analyzed or worried about or “decided” on in the usual sense (people try to use their thinking minds to make themselves physically healthy – they think they know what’s wrong and go buy some products or start practices and they are off-base - it has limited usefulness and can even be harmful) : the mind-body knows what it needs, and you just intuit, in a process of action/movement, quiet attention, and everything you need is right there, like a wonderful artistic process.

We are parent to each other - helping grow. Father to a daughter, mother to a son.
loving unconditionally.

It’s remarkable that that can happen. Bringing each other up.

Friends happen.
They watch each other grow. In step or out of step.

This is different; There is a harmony and syncopation, a layering and a leveling, because we know each other so well.
There is no adjunct therapy as there is with other individuals.

Quantum reality - now that’s far out - that’ where the future lies, for the human race.
The final completion, joining community of beings.

Saw a woman with light coming from her eyes, a black sleek woman, going to her car from the Nude Models joint by the storage units. Like the moon. Kept seeing the moon today.

Bio: Carbon-based life form, bipedal , with consciousness, self-awareness, and a mechanical bent (and balls).
Risk-taker but not reckless. Creative but not stupid. Ingenious but not deliriously so. Tendency towards Zennishness.
Runs with a wild pack of dogs. Fun, but serious about letting go …

Let’s open up the throttle and see where life takes us.

– King of Comedy, Adventure and Learning.

(Notes on domestication: will not accept collars, leashes. Tends to pace like a tiger and bust out if caged for too long. Will shortly be in very high demand by members of the opposite sex, for one thing. Itching to travel, enjoy life more and more. Basically, I have my own values and goals so don’t fuck with em, ladies. However you are welcome to come along for the ride, if you can make the grade)

The most profound lesson to learn from being with animals (and in nature, acting as an organically intelligent and sensorially alert beings), is how to be a better human. If we humans had stayed in touch with our animals natures, without losing sight of the ability of self-consciousness and our brain skills, as naturally social beings, we would live sane lives. But (our strange) religions have turned things upside down, and by dictating what “good” and “bad” are has created perverted, neurotic, destructive civilizations. We’ve made a mess of things by trying to change things instead of Being and Living. But we can still get back on course. There is always the ever-present wonderful biological present to be present in.

We are socialized away from ourselves, our “true” selves. This is not an intentional process, but one that happens automatically, by the mechanistic movement of thinking. We clone a misguided notion of what it means to be men. And that sick process takes on a momentum of it’s own.

We may have a live and let live for others, but even then, we ruin our own bodies with our minds. We think we know. We don’t know. We do a lot of doing based on fear and ignorance. Our minds are too small compared to the tiniest cell, which has an abundance of intelligence, far more powerful than any of us will ever fully grasp. We can only catch glimpses, in wonderment and awe.

We try and run our bodies and our lives with our minds, but it can’t be done. All you can do is provide opportunities for individuals to reach more of their innate potential. It cannot be forced.

Open, let the chips fall as they may. Learn. See more. Relax.

How do you lead people here? I wonder if it’s possible - in my opinion, it just happens, “when it’s ready”, who knows. Who knows!
Reflecting on the training by Robert Kausen, et al. No one can take credit for this, anymore than they can for the moon and sky and the plants and the soil and rocks. So here they are, really acting as reporters, and here some people looking for the moon, and only seeing the proverbial finger of the the Zen Master pointing. It’s funny, really.
You go sit in a room in order to pay for the air you breathe, that is actually fresher outside!
So what are you, “channels”? I have my doubts… tuning forks? Do you (the audience member) “hear” something (Syd Banks coming back to me again…)?
But we each have skills, in our brains, learned in the past and present, and those skills are activated within the frame of this perspective. Whatever it is. Not a thing. This flux, this flow, whatever you want to try and name it. “Consciousness” – just words. Syd said don’t listen to the words, which sounds absurd on the face of it, but makes sense, and only makes sense, from this vantage point. Otherwise it’s self-contradictory gibberish. Don’t follow nonsense - that way leads superstition (beliefs without foundation) - one of the hobgoblins of the human race, tearing it apart.

There’s nothing spiritual about this, unless you are using the word in a way that 99.9% of the human race are using the word. it’s simply nature doing it’s thing. But oh boy, what nature, what a cosmos! None of the human ideas apply (religious that is).